i heard that an ex-schoolmate passed away recently. though i dont exactly know him, i feel odd. odd in the weird and sad way that, a young life is gone; POOF just like that. oh wells. i guess that is the uncertainty of life.
i wonder who would actually realise that im gone one day; when they cant find me.
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oh wells, on another note, i wanna share the joy of having a younger brother. i mean, a younger IGNORANT brother. and yes, im obviously referring to DA LIANG.

whilst i was happily lying on the bed watchin tv today, he nudged me and asked a question that i would never expect from him. at least, not now.

'eh, how do you feel when someone holds your hand?'

it was so sudden and shockin that weijian and i just exchanged blank looks.

to be frank, the first response was to slap him on the head and tell him that i cant remember cos that is seriously super long time ago. okay, that sounds really sad. it was then i realise that my little brothers are growing up.

and so i asked him,

'did your heart go pik-pok-pik-pok?' (as in beat very fast)

'uh, okay la. im quite calm i think.'

'chey, then you dont like her la. eee, make me happy for nothing.'

'oh is it? then good.'

i knew that he's got quite a few good girl friends, but he didnt dare to let me know more about them. eee. he's better not become some stupid playboy eh; if not i would definitely throw him out of the house. oh wells; all i can do now is to be a nice sister and slowly wait for him to tell me more. then i can be the BIGGEST K-POH SISTER IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!

aww, sweet puppy love.
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The Click Five - Flipside

It's been a long long time since everything was cool
I should have seen it coming but I guess I'm not the only fool

There's something growing on the outside
And too much missing on the inside
Should I waste my time and let you lead me on and on and on and on

Waiting for the day when I'm complete without you
I'm doing what I can to let you be
Making sure there's nothing showing on the outside
Something's dying on the inside
I'm still broken
But I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside

I've got a bruised up heart but I'm still hanging on
I should take it easy but I'm still gonna get around
There's something growing on the outside and too much missing on the inside
Should I waste my time when everything is done and done and over done

Waiting for the day when I'm complete without you
I'm doing what I can to let you be
Making sure there's nothing showing on the outside
Something's dying on the inside
I'm still broken
But I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside

I'll see you on the flipside
Nothing showing on the outside
Somethings dying on the inside

Waiting for the day when I'm complete
I'm doing what I can to let you be
Nothing showing on the outside
Something's dying on the inside
I'm still broken
But I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside